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Well I missed a couple of days writing about this. So far it has only made my sleep mess up. I'm still smoking 5 a day. I really need to do something to get my days and nights back on track. I'm not a night person. I need my sleep. I think that I will write each friday night about this. Unless something big happens. till friday ... Read More
I forgot to take my pill last night. Slept good but still dreaming a lot. When I smoke its only one or two drags. Smoked 2 all day. I am still dealing with an unreal hunger problem. If I'm not careful I could gain weight out of this. till tomorrow ... Read More
Day 8 went well. I was very tired and it was hard to concentrate. I had dreams all night making it hard to feel rested. I walked around like a zombie most the day. I wanted to nap but felt if I did I would be welcoming more sleeping problems tonight. I noticed that the pill I started taking today is blue not white. I don't know if there is a difference between the starter week and the regular ones or not. I still get lite headed right after taking a pill... Read More
Yesterday and last night I felt normal. I smoked around ten for the day. When I took the Chantix pill that evening I did notice I felt lite headed. I also noticed my balance was a bit off. My stomach didn't feel so good all day. I went to bed around midnight got up at 7:30. I feel so tired and drained. I dont want to work I just want more sleep. My daughters 16th birthday is today and I feel like I have to force myself to put on a smile. Until t... Read More
The night before I slept a whole 4 hours. Night before that 3. Lat night I was so tired that I went to bed at midnight and woke up at 8am without one dream. That was nice. I'm still smoking but very little. Yesterday I may have had 5. I was thinking about the money I will save. The one thing that I think will be the best out of all this is that I wont be dependent on anything. I wont have those nicotine fits any more. I wont have to go look for a place to have a smoke. When I go out to... Read More
OK I was dreading the thought of writing this today. Yesterday went well. I felt great. The sensation to smoke is minimal still but I did smoke 7 of them. Out of habit and out of boredom. When your used to smoking you are not sure of what to do with yourself. My smoking has become more like a hit here a hit there. The Chantix is doing magic when it comes to withdraws and the need to smoke. The down side is what happened to me last night. For one I bought a new pillow... Read More
Tuesday, August 17 2010 Sleeping at night is all but impossible. I'm tossing and turning. My mind is flooded with dreams. Not nightmares like everyone tells me they have but crazy nonsense dream s. I dreamed about my cats toy, the garbage can out side, my pillow...oh that was a good one. My pillow and I had a long conversation and it wants me to wash my face before bed so I don't get it oily or dirty. I think I will do it in case it was real and not a dream.... Read More
Monday August 16th 2010 I normally get up at 6am each day yet today slept till 10:30. I had the hardest time falling asleep and when I did it was none stop dreams. The kind of dreams that never actually let you get into a deep sleep. They were all pleasant dreams with no nightmares to speak of. When I did finally wake up I was in a different state of mind then anything that I have ever experienced before. I felt like my mind and body were separate entiti e... Read More
Ok my first nights sleep was normal. Nothing exciting at all. I didnt have the dreams every one is talking about. Today is Sunday August 15 2010 and my day felt normal. I am still smoking like the program says to do. So far so good. I'm still in the one pill a morning stage. Tuesday will be my first 2 pills a day. I cant wait to be done smoking. ... Read More
I read horror stories about the drug Chantix. I also read many articles stating tha t it is the best thing on the market if you want to stop smoking for good. I wont go into any of that in detail. You can Google Chantix if you would like and read all of these things. I decided to try Chantix and write about it here each day. I'm hoping that I do not have any of the thoughts of killing people that I have read about. We will see what happens as the days unfold. ... Read More
If you know someone that is having trouble with "bill payments" then a good place for them to start getting help is at "Modest Needs". http://www.modestneeds.org When we were in a tough spot they were able to help us out. "Modest Needs" is a non profit organization that helps people with their every day expenses that they are behind in with the help of donations from LOTS of other people. Why not look into this organization an... Read More
There ain't no money in being productive. The only money to be made is in feasting upon the carcass of this once great nation. Seriously. Think about it. What sector of the economy is making serious money right now? The banking industry. And how do they make money? By taking funds from the fed at near 0% interest rates and then doing a couple of things. They can lend it to the Federal Government at interest and make money on the spread. They can trade in the stock market for t... Read More
Get your FREE copy of Kid's Cookbook from Wisconsin Cheese this can be downloaded. NO email is required. http://www.eatwisconsincheese.com/recipes/kidskitchen.aspx ... Read More
ok, cold turns into sinus infection...more meds and then chemo. not my best run, lots of ick factor and pain pills.diabetes numbers very high, extreme chemo brain and i lost my nurse case manager, the lovely sandra. all is not lost in the terrible awful no good 3 weeks, sandra found out only 3 more chemos not five. oh joy. more later...... Read More
here is my plan pre chemo. have fun, see friends, schedule chemo 2-5pm. drink lots of fluids esp 2 days and the day of chemo. hAVE OATMEAL BREAKFAST. EAT YOGURT. DRINK KEFIR. TAKE PRO BIOTICS. HAVE LOVELY LUNCHEONS AND DINNERS. DAY OF CHEMO, GOOD BREAKFAST EGG SCRAMBBLED, HOT CEREAL COFFEE, KEFIR, AVOCADO SALAD FOR LUNCH WIth homemade apple pie and tea. Take 2 qts of tea with lemon iced to center. Have spouse take me out for pasta dinner.&nbs... Read More
In the world of start up businesses, I have stepped out onto a dangerous but extremely exciting high wire that is entrepreneurship in this quicksand economy that we're all trying very hard not to flounder in. Under a year ago I walked into the Exeter City hall and purchased a business license, a paper that said that I, a mere ex-retail and food industry employee could now walk around and be "somebody"- a piece of paper that gave me self confidence. Perhaps too reminiscent of Dumbo's feathe... Read More
La belle in Terra Bella, wine tasting and an afternoon of music and sun. OOps sun, chemo changes a lot of stuff and the whine is no shade, no good. Jill King and party were smooth and lovely to listen. Got so hot had to go sit in the winery, not a bad option. Enjoying the coolness, Marti and I started talking. For a chat, cold bottled water and send outside with the promise of an umbrella. Life is good. I had to keep my consumption down to 4... Read More
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